Learning about Friday

Today I gleaned three pieces of information about dear Carol. Two relate to Friday events. First, the palliative care team managed to secure a bed at the Arthur Rank Hospice that day. I had no idea of this option - perhaps just as well! Out of their concern that Carol be given more appropriate surroundings and care this was an immediate opportunity. To be eagerly seized, surely! Wait.....

However, as I reported in my last post, Friday was also the day for the MRI!  In the hospital 'team tagging triangulation', the neurology team's decision trumped the palliative care's wishes.  When I heard later that the MRI had shown a clear brain scan I was more than slightly upset that Carol was still on her noisy ward when the hospice move had been secured.  Even more disappointing, was today's second piece of information from the palliative care team that the Friday bed has now been filled and Carol has been put on a waiting list.

BUT also today, the third piece of information came last, this afternoon. The chief neurologist spent half-an-hour with me. He emphasized what he had mentioned before - that humility is vital in his role. (Actually, it's vital for the Christian life too!)  Though Carol's symptoms checked out positively with the list of CJD symptoms -which I looked up the NHS data and I couldn't help but agree - the Friday MRI now led them to the conclusion that Carol is not suffering from CJD!  Her brain should show certain evidence, yet didn't. What a turnaround! What a mystery, because she is clearly impacted by a serious neurological condition. 

The neurologists would love to research further but agree that they do not want to cause more distress to Carol.  Presumably they hope to do post-mortem research.  Living with mystery continues to be our journey. I pray for an opening at the hospice soon and for Carol's peace.

Thank you for bearing with these twists and turns.